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To you
9:31 p.m. 2005-02-27

My stomach is sick and I am just holding onto the idea that at least things tomorrow will be different. I've said my piece and its up to you now and maybe you'll say something or maybe you won't because thats just who you are. And maybe this will provoke some reaction or maybe you'll just let me slip way away saying 'it was his decision.' Tonight, i was talking about her but i was talking about you too and i don't know i just never wanted this to happen. I've written this once before but happenstance is forcing reiteration. But i'm begging you, if you have something to say please say it, if not just don't reply

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