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10:50 p.m. 2005-09-11

There are things to say but what's the medium and what's impersonal? Angels and devils advocate the structure of eternity and the laws of man comply. But what if we were to commit ourselves to a world without structure? Not anarchy, not a dismal world of devestation, but a world where we decide who we are. And its not possible. We long for structure, for guidance for regulation, its ingrained inside of us, in our morality in our guilt and our emotions. Its in our discomfort and our fear because we cannot deal with absolute freedom. Structure is our nature, and simply feeling creates order. I wish i could really express where i'm going with this. Much love

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