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god damn
11:10 p.m. 2004-12-03

I want these scars to fade, i want this ending to come for the forefront in a blaze of tired cliche. I want to erase our conversations from my brain. Can you strike me blind and color my eyes with shades of amnesia and lucid idiocy? I wish... I wish things were different and that i wasn't crying myself to sleep tonight
i hate you so much i fucking hate you i want you to die every time i look in the mirror i see these reflected images of everything that i never wanted to be. I am the end of everything i'd ever started and i wish i had the courage to die but i'm too fucking scared i hat eyou i hate you i hate you i fucking hatemyself

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