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don't be a liar
10:20 p.m. 2004-07-10

so tonight i'll be who i always was before you. I'll sit in this dark and revel in what i am and how i hurt. And i'll urge it on and drive myself to the brink (of tears or suicide?) just because nothing else makes me feel alive in this moment. Strangely, nothing makes me feel alright except this. And its just like it was before, with a bloody new twist and a scar

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