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Nothing ever was
10:45 p.m. 2004-06-10

I am a blank stare on red carpet, a memory or a smile and nothing but an easy target. Your words slice through the smile so cleanly you can't even see the tear. You've bled away every inch of me and there's nothing left but a smile paperthin and fading. It wasn't treachery, it was just distance and growing apart and the natural progression of things. We were never meant.... i was never meant to be anything but. Who among this tiny gathered group of children would raise their hands up and say they loved me, that they knew me? Who among you are liars born and bred because it feels like no one is there to instinctively save the day.

why am i so helpless?

back & forth

words @ jake, layout @ kelly