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7:40 p.m. 2004-01-29

There's nothing left here but shadows perpetuating infinite sadness and this pier looking out over the ocean of my tears. i have nothing to hold onto, no concrete assurances to sustain me in these long days. I am so tired of these long hours between sunrise and sunset and its getting to be too much to stay awake that long. I just... at times like this i honestly can't see the point, cant see the reason i'm still getting out of bed. And no one sees that no one understands that its burden enough to walk among them anymore, they pile on these demands saying that i should think of others from time to time when quite honestly i'd be content if i didn't have to think at all. And if no one thought of me. Let me disappear let me go.

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