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9:55 p.m. 2003-11-03

Three times i've tried already and every time i break down and i can't keep going.

If felt good today, hurting and being so fucking mad. It was amazing to lose control and worry more about hitting each guy as hard as i could than about the play as a whole. Today, it was amazing to release some of this tension.

Today you were the only thing on my mind, nearly the whole day. Except for when i was too angry to think. I think... that i would remember you if i forgot everything else. Because, now, you're the only thing that matters. since i met you you've been the only thing that mattered. Girl, don't slip away from me....

Next time i write i'll make the time to tell you why you remind me

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