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5:04 p.m. 2003-10-13

Blood and ignorance muddle together in forgotten tears and yesterday's whispered promises. A voice shudders through my head and just like that He's back again, haunting me. I thought He'd left when you came along, you made things so much brighter, left Him fewer dark corners to hide in. But I guess you just scared Him away for a little while. I'm afraid, my dear, that He'll show up someday and that you won't like Him much.

I miss you too much right now, I wish i could just talk to you, but you aren't here and you aren't online and you never call anymore. I'm afraid to call you. I hate all of this

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