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Tomorrow's a different day
10:15 p.m. 2003-09-18

These problems are all inside, and there's really nothing wrong with me but me. And most of the time i can ignore it and cope and smile. But sometimes things are bad, and the only person who factors into my pain is me and how i let it rule me. i'm the only one who can make me happy, because i'm the only one who can let me let others affect me. Cuz i don't let myself want and i don't let myself be and I tightly regulate what everyone calls happiness. Besides, I don't know how to make others happy, i can help them find themselves maybe, but lets be honest thats pretty much all i'm good for... and on some level i'm content with that

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