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Left alone
9:20 p.m. 2003-09-07

So many words so many phrases and pictures coursing through this. And all the words i say mean nothing when i can't change myself. I know so much, so much more than a kid my age needs to know, than a kid my age really should know. But this knowledge hasn't brought me anything because i'm not yet the person i need to be to use it. This knowing could do great things for me, but in my prescent state of immaturity and naivety, all it can cause is pain... I'll grow up sumday mommy

And pain is another type of knowledge, so all i regret is never having the years of knowing nothing when i could just be like all the other dumb 15 year old boys

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words @ jake, layout @ kelly