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I'm so afraid of waking
5:01 p.m. 2003-08-06

You wake up one morning and you have a sinking feeling in your stomach. You don't know what it is, if u were having a bad dream or if you're just really not ready to wake up, but u feel like u can't fully awaken. And you go through the day and nothing feels right and shadows are everywhere. Stripped of false hope and your professed sense of security you realize that nothing has changed and that you're just as alone as u ever were.

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