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9:40 p.m. 2003-07-18

I think, for the first time, that i can actually get a handle on what i want from life. Maybe it'll change, cuz i'm not exactly concrete in anything i've ever done but for the first time i can remember i want something more than to be left alone. I'm not going to tell you what i want because i don't think i'll ever find it and putting it in writing would somehow make it an expectation. But i'm ok knowing that i'll never find it because at least it gives me something to look for.

I wish i wasn't so weak

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