3:24 p.m. 2003-07-04
god damn this
Fuck this place and fuck these rules
SOmetimes i think i'm too good for the rules
Or not good enough
does it matter?
I am who i am does it matter how i feel about that?
It's ok to hate me right?
It's ok to be afraid to even talk to u because maybe you'll hate me right?
is it ok to be afraid to say i love you? Because if someone like me told me they loved me... i'd kill them and then i'd mercy kill everyone who heard it... then i'd kill myself.
You don't mind that i hate it every time you say you love me do you?
It's ok that i'm afraid to ever see you again isn't it?
I wonder if its wrong to feel this way.